December
GOD
“My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me.”
— Jesus (Matthew 27:46)
In my sickness I was often angry at God. Angry that He did not do what I wanted Him to do when I wanted Him to do it. I was a spoiled child. I refused to understand that suffering could be an important part of my spiritual growth. Today I know this to be true.
The biggest part of my suffering, then and today, is the feeling of isolation. Not knowing for certain that He hears me. Not understanding completely what His will is for me. Not getting clear answers to my daily confusion.
The doubt is part of the faith. The “not knowing” is the answer.
Lord, may the daily doubts lead to a creative faith.
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